Balancing my math subject and the activities of two theater orgs, namely ROC and VIARE, is proving o be a great challenge to me,, so much for being busy during the summer.. but ironically, i'm loving yet hating the pressure..

Sure that acting and working with new and old people is fun but the demands is so tiring,, meetings and rehearsals here and there,, it feels like you wanna quit but actually you dont coz quitting means pushing away all the fun of spending summer at school..

Math (surprisingly) is quite easy and luckily goes by fast unlike regular class days,, in three weeks i'm going to take the final exam and then i'm free,, from math that is,, but not from my other responsibilities..

i get to get out of the pressure in a while coz my family is planning on a vacation but the workload that will face me when i get back is something i do not want to think about,,

*sigh*,, it makes me want to regret accepting the roles and the office position but there it is and is waiting for me to tend and live up to it,,, so goodluck to me,,

With all this,, i predict that next year my life will be as hectic as my sched,, still i have gimmicks, fun and good grades to look forward to so maybe the pressure will all be worth it..